Wednesday, 1 February 2023
Tuesday, 31 January 2023
My Pride and Joy!!
My Dear Son
I am blest
to have you for 12years now,
I wish I can
give you everything,
Your little
heart desire,
But you got
me for a mum,
With all my
love I am trying.
I am sorry
if I can’t give you everything,
At this
moment your 12years,
Of a little
life wasn’t very fun,
But I promise
you,
I am going
to make a difference in your life,
I think you
deserve much more,
You’re a great
loving human being,
Fine you
are not comfortable in your body now,
But it will
happen then you will love yourself.
But then
your still young my beauty,
I can see
you in my imagination,
How a
beautiful, strong independent person you are going to be,
Thank you
for being mine.
Saturday, 21 January 2023
I want to talk about me!
I am afraid, I have this big dream and,
I know I must be patient and,
I know I am covered form my expenses, but not for long enough.
This is the biggest step I ever took in my 37years,
okay not my first but my biggest one in my life now,
I am blerrie terrifying because I am scared what about the rest of the year.
Go back to the safe places again?
Even if it means you're dying inside.
This can't be my life.!
All I can think is to ask:
Univers please let me a hand.
Wednesday, 18 January 2023
Sad
I am angry today.
a tiger got out,
not her fault, someone cut the fence,
she didn't killed anybody,
yes, somebody got a scared, but he wants even bitten.
She killed a small dog but maybe he was attacking her,
self-defense, it's in all of us.
They could just have dart her and took her home,
not the wild, her life was bad, because she couldn't even,
been born free.
But no, they shoot her dead.
Didn't lived a normal life and just like that,
the tiger's life was over and that was that.
Nobody gives really a damn.
Rest in peace dear tiger,
I am sorry you didn't have,
a normal tiger life!!
ANNOY
You think you can
annoy me,
You don’t, I just
feel sorry for you,
I understand you feel
insecure,
But stop making a
fool out of yourself,
mine won’t cheat on me,
Sorry, that you and
your husband,
don’t have the same connection,
like me and my partner
have for each other,
but if you realise,
this is your man till death,
maybe then would you
stop trying,
to get someone else’s
man,
realize one more
thing,
I can make my partner happy,
I HAVE HOPE EVRYDAY,
What do you have?
Why can’t you keep
yours happy?
Tuesday, 17 January 2023
PEACE
I am sitting here on
the porch,
Coffee in one hand,
smoke in the other,
Looking at the
garden, it’s just beautiful,
Birds are drinking
water from the dog’s bowl,
The basset is lying
at my feet in the shades,
I am alone with my
thoughts,
It’s scary, but just
look at the peacefulness around you,
Take a deep breath
and just enjoy, the peace you are feeling now.
If you get the peace,
answers will appear.
Monday, 16 January 2023
WHAT IF?
I am living my dream
live,
But what if it won’t
last longer than three or four months,
What if I am living in
my own imagination,
What if all the things I
am seeing is just an illusion,
What if I don’t have
what it got,
What if nothing happens
what I saw in my mind,
What if, what if, what
if?
I know of people who
wants me to fail,
But what if I can prove
to myself and them,
I am also something
amusing!!!
LONELY OR NOT
Don’t
know if I want to be lonely or not,
I don’t like people, I love my dogs,
Maybe I just need a few people to talk to,
Not a lot of people, they make me nervous,
I love being at home, in the garden
With the dogs and the green, green grass, and
the flowers
Then the big old palm tree,
Standing tall and green looking out for me,
This is my piece, what are yours?
My spirit
This is the Spirit of Me,
The First time I've ever felt free,
This where I will come to show the real me,
So please feel free to join....
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