I am afraid, I have this big dream and,
I know I must be patient and,
I know I am covered form my expenses, but not for long enough.
This is the biggest step I ever took in my 37years,
okay not my first but my biggest one in my life now,
I am blerrie terrifying because I am scared what about the rest of the year.
Go back to the safe places again?
Even if it means you're dying inside.
This can't be my life.!
All I can think is to ask:
Univers please let me a hand.