I want to talk about me!

I am afraid, I have this big dream and,

 I know I must be patient and,

 I know I am covered form my expenses, but not for long enough.

This is the biggest step I ever took in my 37years,

okay not my first but my biggest one in my life now,

I am blerrie terrifying because I am scared what about the rest of the year.

Go back to the safe places again?

Even if it means you're dying inside.

This can't be my life.!

All I can think is to ask:

Univers please let me a hand.