I am afraid, I have this big dream and,
I know I must be patient and,
I know I am covered form my expenses, but not for long enough.
This is the biggest step I ever took in my 37years,
okay not my first but my biggest one in my life now,
I am blerrie terrifying because I am scared what about the rest of the year.
Go back to the safe places again?
Even if it means you're dying inside.
This can't be my life.!
All I can think is to ask:
Univers please let me a hand.
I am angry today.
a tiger got out,
not her fault, someone cut the fence,
she didn't killed anybody,
yes, somebody got a scared, but he wants even bitten.
She killed a small dog but maybe he was attacking her,
self-defense, it's in all of us.
They could just have dart her and took her home,
not the wild, her life was bad, because she couldn't even,
been born free.
But no, they shoot her dead.
Didn't lived a normal life and just like that,
the tiger's life was over and that was that.
Nobody gives really a damn.
Rest in peace dear tiger,
I am sorry you didn't have,
a normal tiger life!!
You think you can
annoy me,
You don’t, I just
feel sorry for you,
I understand you feel
insecure,
But stop making a
fool out of yourself,
mine won’t cheat on me,
Sorry, that you and
your husband,
don’t have the same connection,
like me and my partner
have for each other,
but if you realise,
this is your man till death,
maybe then would you
stop trying,
to get someone else’s
man,
realize one more
thing,
I can make my partner happy,
I HAVE HOPE EVRYDAY,
What do you have?
Why can’t you keep
yours happy?
I am sitting here on
the porch,
Coffee in one hand,
smoke in the other,
Looking at the
garden, it’s just beautiful,
Birds are drinking
water from the dog’s bowl,
The basset is lying
at my feet in the shades,
I am alone with my
thoughts,
It’s scary, but just
look at the peacefulness around you,
Take a deep breath
and just enjoy, the peace you are feeling now.
If you get the peace,
answers will appear.
I am living my dream
live,
But what if it won’t
last longer than three or four months,
What if I am living in
my own imagination,
What if all the things I
am seeing is just an illusion,
What if I don’t have
what it got,
What if nothing happens
what I saw in my mind,
What if, what if, what
if?
I know of people who
wants me to fail,
But what if I can prove
to myself and them,
I am also something
amusing!!!
Don’t
know if I want to be lonely or not,
I don’t like people, I love my dogs,
Maybe I just need a few people to talk to,
Not a lot of people, they make me nervous,
I love being at home, in the garden
With the dogs and the green, green grass, and
the flowers
Then the big old palm tree,
Standing tall and green looking out for me,
This is my piece, what are yours?
This is the Spirit of Me,
The First time I've ever felt free,
This where I will come to show the real me,
So please feel free to join....
